today

i slept in 1 hour increments. the dreams started again. i FUCKIN hate you today...so i guess im back to square one. starting over the healing process. im going to survive i got great people around me. things to look forward to. you are nothing. you chose to be evil and cruel. i am not that. i will never be that. your new girlfriend is a skanky bleached out blond slut. im just sayin